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February 06 Choke MeHey. Well things have been up and down for me lately. I'm really limited on what I can do right now so more time for school. Nothing really has been going on. It's a busy week since we have Swordsmen Showcase this Sunday. We've been having practices after school everyday. Yesterday wasn't too well. Manuel and I almost called it off between the both of us but we just settled things out. Hopefully it's not procrastination between the both of us because I really do love him. So yeah school's been keeping me busy. There's a dance Friday but I don't think I'm going. I want to keep Saturday open for shopping since Valentine's Day is coming up and I want to get Manuel something simple but good. Well I'm off to get things done. I'll be back soon hopefully. Later days.... February 03 Pieces MendedHey! So I've been gone for a while but I just got a chance right now to go online. I went on a Kairos retreat and it was the best ever. I want to do the retreat all over again but have some changes in it too. It was just a great experience and I hope that everyone gets a chance to go on Kairos. So I got home last night and I was completely tired and happy to see everyone again. I talked to Betty on the phone and we shared our experiences on Kairos. Then Matt called me and we talked for a bit. I fell asleep around 11:30 last night. I woke up at eight in the morning today. I freshened up and had breakfast. I took a shower and got ready to go. I went with Matt to South Coast Plaza. I'm really glad he thought of me when he wanted to go. It was fun. We went to Tiffany's and got something. Then we went to Express because I was hoping they'd have this really cute turquoise sweater but they didn't have it on stock anymore. Then we went to Journey's and just looked around. Then we passed by Ron Herman's and they still have the turquoise Vans that I want. It was a good walk around the mall after. Then we went to some flower shop and got some stuff. Then we went to Sam Ash and jammed out a bit. Then I got dropped off home. I've just been chilling and watching tv. I finally have some peace and quiet in my room so I'm going to clean it up. Well that's it. A lot of things have gone on but I've gotten through them. Later days.... January 28 On My OwnHey. Well I'm on the crappy computer again but now worries. Hopefully soon enough I won't have a password for the main computer and I'll be able to go on anytime. So yesterday was pretty chill. I was busy playing video games and catching up with people on the phone. I talked to Brent and Andy for a bit. Then I talked to Zac for a good while and just caught up with him since we hadn't talked in the longest time. I went sneaking out with Matt last night and it was chill. So we went to Walgreens and bought toilet paper and cups. We had some mamosas or however you spell it and they were pretty good. Noah, Matt P., and Johaness were to supposed to join us but they flaked out. Our first target was Nathan. We just threw toilet paper at his house and ran off. Then we went to Josh's house and threw toilet paper as well. Then we went to Rebecca's house and got her car like really good. It was a good night overall. I hadn't talked to Manuel all day but it's totally fine. Matt told me his life story and it was good listening to him. I just got home and fell asleep. I woke up today around 11 and just ate food. Then I've just been playing video games all day. I feel bad though since I haven't done much cleaning but I'll get to it. So I'm home alone once again but I like it like that. Well I have homework as well but it's nothing hard. Later days.... January 27 Noise and KissesHey. Well I haven't written in here for a while but it's totally fine. So I've been busy with school since I want to graduate. So I'm going to be gone pretty much all week next week on retreat. Hopefully it's a good one. I haven't been up to much. I'm still with Manuel and I'm loving every bit of it. So I'm planning to go to my friend's surprise birthday party for a bit and then go karaoking with my brother and his friends. Then after I plan on going toilet papering and drinking with Matt, Johaness, and Noah. Hopefully it's fun and if not then I'm out. Later days.... January 20 Greener with the SceneryHey. Well I've been busy but I'm back for now. So finals are finally over but we'll see what happens when grades come in. I'm really hoping to get a cellphone back but if I don't I'll just have to deal with it. So I went out with Gloria and Bianca yesterday and it was so much fun. It hurt to walk but I sucked it up. We went to Downtown Disney and walked around for a bit. Then we walked to the Anaheim Hilton and just chilled there. Gloria was nervous but Bianca was chill with me. We went to the bathroom and just walked around some more. We went there to see the band Entice. It had been a year since I last saw them and I was finally going to see them again. I had talked to the manager on the phone and I quickly recognized him since he was like right in front of us when we were watching Entice. They were so good!!! Gosh they have new songs out and they're so freakin awesome. I can't wait to get their next CD. So after we waited around to talk to them. John finally recognized me and we talked for a good while. Gloria and Bianca got autographs and I was just catching up with everyone. We took pictures with them and we had to go. Hopefully Entice comes back soon that way I can see them again. I miss them already. After we walked back to Downtown Disney and met up with my two brothers there. Then we went to the ESPN Zone and played games. It was so much fun and we took some pictues. Then I dropped them off at home and I came home. I talked to Manuel for a bit and it felt really good talking to him on the phone again. All this week we had been busy with finals and it was just so awesome to hear from him again for more than five minutes. I had to get off and quickly went to bed after. I woke up today to my niece waking me up since she wanted me out of bed. I freshened up and had breakfast. I've just been chilling. I have to change my bed sheets since we got new ones. So I don't think I'm doing anything today but we'll see. Later days.... January 16 Blue and YellowHey. Well I had my zero period final today and it was easy. School was ok. I had all periods and stuff. It was just all review of everything since finals are the next three days. So yeah. I chilled with Manuel and Trish after school and it was alright. Mario gave me a ride home. I thought I was going to die since Mario's dad kept falling asleep. I got home and had like five bags of chips and some more food. So yeah I'm just here chilling and watching tv for now. I'll start studying for Campus Ministry and Algebra 2 in a bit. Later days... Oh wait one more thing. Funny in a way. So I gave Manuel a rainbow candy cane and I wrote him a note asking this, "Will you still love me tomorrow?" I still haven't gotten a response but whatever I'm fine. January 15 A Box Full of Sharp ObjectsHey. Well I haven't been on but it's totally fine. This will probably be the only time I'll be on since I have finals coming up. I'm a little nervous but I just want to get them over with. So yesterday I went out with my friend Kiki. First we went driving around and got some Subway. It was a great car ride. Then my parents got home and we went to Coldstone's. There was this boy there that was checking me out and yeah he's alright too. Kiki didn't get the ice cream that she wanted so I complained and she got what she wanted. Then we saw Step It Up or whatever it's called and it was a good movie. Then I took her home after and just talked to her on the phone. Then I talked to Brent, Andy, and Lisa on the phone and that was fun. I talked to Jon on the phone too and he's doing good. I only called Manuel earlier that day to tell him goodnight and stuff. So yeah that's pretty much what's been going on. I want a rainbow belt so bad so I'm saving up my money like no other. I can't wait for this week to be over. I'll be able to go out again and then next month I get the license. Later days... January 13 Buried Myself AliveHey. Well school's been keeping me busy but it's totally fine. I went to Downtown Disney after school yesterday with Matt to buy ourselves The Rocket Summer tickets for March 21, 2007. It's going to be a pretty bomb concert. It's going to be me, Matt, and Joanna. I went to Matt's house after to eat and chill and then he brought me home. I pretty much chilled all night playing video games and what not. I talked on the phone with Betty and she said she'd be happy to dye my hair so I'm going to get that done after finals. Then I talked to Matt for a little bit and what not. My conversation with Manuel was on and off. Things are still good so no worries. I woke up today around 10 in the morning I think and yeah I've been chilling. I'm watching Twister yet again but it's fun. So yeah I'm getting new shoes and clothes today at the mall. First I have stupid Saturday Detention to deal with and then I'll be clear. Irene wants to hang out and I've been wanting to hang out so hopefully I can do that with her. Later days.... January 11 Poetic TragedyHey. Well I've been busy with school lately so that's why I haven't been online. Little drama has been going on here and there but it's totally fine. I really don't have much to say and it's sort of weird. I'm just watching Selena right now and I have no homework tonight. So yeah I'm done here. Later days.... January 08 Say Days AgoHey. Well I stayed up late last night working on a project for Religion. I finished around three in the morning. So I got into a fight with Manuel and he never called me back. Since I'm letting go little by little, it really doesn't affect me at all. I woke up around 5:30 in the morning so I only got like two and a half hours of sleep. I managed to get a ride to zero period from my friend Jason. So I walk in and I just get this turn away look from Manuel. I just laugh to myself and just pretend like he's not even there. I mean fuck he's like totally just mad at himself and now with Shirley in the class, they're going to be hanging out like nonstop so I might as well keep my distance. Zero period was good. We sang and what not. I walk out of class quickly and Manuel chases after me. All he says is Happy Four Months. That right there just made everything better because I thought he was going to forget. He thought I did but nope I'm on top of things. All I can is I love him. So we hung out for a bit in the morning and then we went to our classes. School was ok today. All periods. Campus Ministry was chill. I just presented what I did on my project and we had a good discussion on homosexuality. Algebra 2 was chill. We just went over the homework which he didn't collect so I can still do it. Break was chill. We had an ASB meeting and I have to sell grams. U.S. History was chill. We got a study guide and yet again it's so hard to not talk in that class. I've become really good friends with all the Juniors in there and we just talk about everything. 20th Century Lit. was chill. I didn't do my DJs but I'll get over it. I managed to finish another homework and we just watched the rest of the movie. Lunch was chill. U.S. Govt. was chill. We took notes and watched some of The Apprentice. Psychology was chill. We just took a lot of notes since we have a big exam tomorrow. School got out and I just wanted to hang out with Manuel so bad but that couldn't happen. I mean I can't be selfish but we have not gone out like on a date since we barely got together. I sad a lot but whatever I'm fine. So Mario gave me a ride home and I just got home and slept. I just woke up a little while ago and I'm just here online and watching Brokeback Mountain. My brother couldn't find his stupid name tag for Staples but whatever. I have stuff to do and what not so I'm done. Later days.... January 07 BulimicHey. Well I have to make this quick because I don't know when my brother will wake up. So I fell asleep around one in the morning last night. I talked to Manuel for a bit and it was cool. Then my friend Matt called me somewhat gone and we talked for a good while and had a lot of laughs. I woke up today around 10 in the morning. My family invited me to Disneyland but I neglected to go. I freshened up and had some Honey Nut Cheerios for breakfast. I've been watching tv since we finally got our cable back. So yeah I have a lot of homework to do today. My brother made a deal with me. He said if my grades improve, then I'll get a phone so it's like for sure I'm going to work for that. Well that's pretty much it. Tomorrow is going to be four months with Manuel and it's still going good and strong. Later days.... January 06 The Taste of InkHey. Well I fell asleep around 12 last night. I just woke up a little while ago. There's so much I want to do today. So homework is a must so I'm going to do that today. One of my favorite bands is playing at the Galaxy Theater in Santa Ana and they're filming their video there too. They said they want me in their video and I was like hells yes. So I'm hoping to go to that and just enjoy myself. Later days.... January 05 Maybe MemoriesHey. Well yet again I could not sleep last night. I woke up on time today and got ready for school. I didn't make it to my bus so I didn't go to zero period today but it's totally fine. I still got to school on time. I hung out with Manuel for a bit and I walked him to class. Campus Ministry was chill. I didn't have my project today. Everyone shared it and I didn't have anything to share. So I had to talk to the teacher after class. Pretty much I lied saying that I didn't want to bring an imcomplete project so she's like have it complete and turned in on Monday. I managed to slip myself out of trouble. Break was chill. U.S. History was chill. It's so hard to not talk in that class. We just had classwork and what not. My grade is still an F but I know I can get it up to like a C-. Lunch was chill. U.S. Govt. was chill. We just watched the news and took notes galore. Then we talked for the rest of the class. After school came and I met up with Manuel at his locker. Then he walked me to mine and then we hung out after school. Then I caught my bus and just took it home. I got home and had something to eat. Lol I miss Manuel so much already but I'll be fine. So yeah just here talking online and listening to Cartel. I have so much cleaning to do to my room and I'm going to get started on homework today no matter what. Later days.... January 04 DecembersHey. Well I've been busy and lazy to write in this. Pretty much I ended my Christmas break and it was fun. It had its good and bad moments. So yeah I started school today and it was great seeing everyone again. I was totally unready for school though. I was tired since I could not sleep at all last night. So yeah school was chill. I wanted to hang out with the boyfriend after school but he was bombarded by his best friend and I didn't want to be near them. I got picked up by my best friend Aaron and he has one nice car. So I got home and just took a nap. I'm just here chilling. I had something to eat. I'm just here watching Ugly Betty and stuff. Going to type out a paper right now and what not. I have lots to do. Later days.... December 31 Where Can I Stab Myself In the EarsHey. Well last night was ok. My mom and I were talking and it was pretty weird. I called Manuel to tell him I was going to bed and I was just out of it. I would of stayed on the phone with him longer but I couldn't at the time. I couldn't sleep at all last night and I ended up getting the room to myself for the night. I wanted to call him back so bad but it was already too late and I didn't want to wake him. I woke up today around 12 and I missed mass. My parents came back and we went to the cemetary. Then we came home and I've just been chilling. I just got off the phone with Betty and we're both home for the night. I'm hoping some of my friends will come over but we'll see. Later days.... December 30 Cross Me Off Your ListHey! Well this isn't dead so just keep checking it ok? I can't really be online as much but I don't mind anymore. I can't complain about something I don't really deserve and stuff. So my Christmas break has been chill. Yesterday was my niece's birthday so we went to Disneyland and it was crowded. Disneyland was sold out but we managed to get in since we all had annual passes. We came back home around 5 and just chilled. I didn't have a good day but whatever no need to tell all the details because it's my business. I stayed up until 12:30. Manuel finally called and we talked for a bit. I woke up today around 12. I freshened up and had some El Pollo Loco. I've been playing video games here and there. It actually feels good to not be on the Internet all the time. No need for it anyway unless for school and keeping in touch with family. Well that's all I have to say. Later days.... December 27 Light SleeperHey. Well my day yesterday started at 6:30 in the morning. I got ready for shopping. Betty picked me up around eight and we were off. We were going to go to the Brea Mall but we decided South Coast Plaza. We got lost on the way there and we ended up in Corona. We turned around and got on the right freeway. We got to South Coast Plaza like 20 minutes later. Parking was no hassle at all. South Coast Plaza is so beautiful and big. We actually made it through the whole mall. Ok so I came back with nothing but in a way it's a good thing. I had these cute checkered turquoise Vans but I returned them because I wanted the solid colored ones. Unfortunately I didn't have enough money for the solid colored ones. I wanted this cute chick sweater from Express but they didn't have my size. I figured out that Turquoise is my favorite color of all time. I know I handle in it and I just look super cute in the color. We went to the Vans store but they didn't have the Vans that I wanted. Then we just went back to Betty's house and just chilled there and ate. Then we went to Joann's to look at some stuff, then El Pollo Loco to get some food, and then to my house. Betty chilled there for a bit and then she left home. I was feeling a bit under the weather so I took some Nyquil. I was hoping that Manuel wouldn't call but he did and I was asleep by then. I woke up today around 10:30 in the morning and I got more than 12 hours of sleep in. My goal for this break was to catch up in sleep and so far it's going good. I've just been chilling today. I freshened up and had some leftovers from Christmas for breakfast. I did some cleaning and just been chilling. I talked to Manuel on the phone for a while and he had to go. I actually talked to my friend Jon and I miss him tons. Hopefully I get to hang out with him soon. I just finished watch The DaVinci Code and it actually had me focused. I'm not going to go all crazy though because it's fictional. Well that's pretty much it. Later days.... December 25 Breathing In SequenceHey. Well yesterday was pretty fun. It was Christmas Eve. It had its ups and downs but we got through it. I was too tired to open my gifts so everyone opened them this morning. We ate pretty late but it was still some bombass food. We went to church at nine at night and it was all good. I woke up today early because the stupid phone wouldn't stop ringing. Finally it stopped but I wasn't able to go back to sleep. I've been chilling and putting some things together. I got my Disneyland pass today. It feels good to have a Premium pass so I can just go any day I want. When I start driving it'll be even better. We just got back and I have some pictures that I'll put up later in life. I'm going to watch a movie and head off to bed early today. I have so much shopping to do tomorrow and it's going to be hell but fun at the same time. Later days.... December 23 I Am On Your SideHey. Well I spent the night at my friend's house last night. We pretty much had a ladies night out. Gloria and Bianca came over and then we went back to Gloria's house to get money. Then we were going to go to the mall when some drama happened. We went to a friend's house to be there for support. Then we went back to Gloria's house and just chilled there. Then we came back to my house to pick up clothes. I slept over last night at Gloria's house and it was awesome. We stayed up until two in the morning talking about everything. I mostly did the talking and it was the most open I ever was with people. I woke up the next morning around eight in the morning. We had breakfast and then watched the movie Seven. It was good and then Gloria brought me home. I've been chilling here. We're having like an ant attack outside so whatever. I'm just here watching The Devil Wears Prada and it's pretty good. I have nothing planned for today but I might be out again. Later days.... December 22 Dead In The WaterHey. Well I was sick last night but I'm feeling better now. I talked on the phone with the babe and it was pretty interesting listening to him. I fell asleep around 10:30 in the morning. I woke up today around 9:30 in the morning. I freshened up and had some French Toast for breakfast. I've just been chilling. It's another day of Christmas break and it's chill. Too bad I don't have my cellphone and I can't be on the computer a lot. I'm totally fine though. Hopefully I do something interesting today and if not, then I can just watch movies and sleep. Later days.... |
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